hello...?

Have i mentioned yet that im frustrated because nobody seems to be writing? well i have made a concious effort to illicit some form of response and i hope it works... I have read alot of poetry i even started writing a few pieces...they went like:

if you dont write
i will put up a fight
im flying a white kite
im trying to show you the light
knowledge is tight
if you dont write im gonna go pint
PLEASE SOMEBODY WRITE

you ever notice how kenyans just seem to need an excuse to drink...thanksgiving seemed to be one of those occasions... i have hanged so much i feel like im almost fifteen again skyving from home to hang for four days straight with my pals just because its a big holiday...And i love the guys im hanging with i really do its just that i know from experience that they dont really care about me...especially snce they dont really know me and they are after all trying to get laid...luckily for me i always manage to put myself in a position where its really difficult for them to mess with me and that way i have more fun than the whole lot of them...I wish it did not have to be this way though...why cant we just take care of each other?

Anyway my trust for people and my respect has been shoved aside now i look at the world though my distrustful shades... lol